i feel so alone.
so what if i can laugh till i crazy off?
i really did feel great.
but in the end its my family who brought me to sadness.
i just argued and quarreled with my parents..
i told my brother.
'i dont want to tell you anything cause i dont feel close to you'
i know they care for me.
but its not the care I WANT.
jiejie..
why did you go to canada..
i feel so alone..
can i go canada and be with you?
:(
when i faced my brother, mom and dad..
i asked myself ' who are these people? i know they are my mom dad bro.. so what? how much do they know about me? how much do i know abt them? '
why do i have a generation gap.. great age gap like them?
if my mom would have gave birth to me earlier.. nothing would be like this anymore...
im nt blaming her or what..
i just feel so miserable..